The Divine Secrets of the Deprived

RUBY:
I have just realized a simple fact that I have been hiding for far to long.. men to me equals sex.. good sex.. bad sex.. mediocre sex.. it’s all an experience worth to be shared.
I know good girls don’t kiss and tell but wouldn’t reading about it bring you back to the good old times when the only amazing piece of gossip you’d ever hear is in the toilet cubicle.
How do you stay celibate in a world where everybody is fucking their brains out and not telling you! I have tested this theory of celibacy and quite frankly, it’s tough! I think I was made a man in my previous life. The constant need to screw takes over the rest of my other senses. And no.. I don’t think I am a sex addict. It’s just an option that I would like to have every other day.
Unfortunately for me, I also have a conscience.. I cannot bonk anybody else except my man who is miles away.. so here I stay deprived and yearning for cock.. Crude you may say but I have met a kindred spirit in the most unlikely of places and its a start of a beautiful friendship with clashes of thoughts on men, sex and orgasms.
CONFESSION :
Today was the first time I ever flashed myself in front of a web camera for some kinky fun but somehow I found the experience difficult. All I had to do was flash my bare boobs but it was so difficult to do. At that moment ,I swear I thought sex straight up was easier. That thought was further magnified when I found out that Germany has 1000 porn channels. Which brings me back to this point.. I don’t like my boobies on camera. If I had to do that again.. I probably just buy a ticket, fly to wherever he is, fuck his brains out.. fuck till I cannot screw no more and say, ‘Thank you that was amazing’ as they wheel us out of the emergency ward after being treated for exhaustion.

The Deprived Conversation Highlights :

Ruby.... says:
i need a fuck bad, you of all people, need to get laid

Ren says:
i'm celibating for 2 months.

Ruby says:
few more days to friday!

Ren says:
it's not up yet

Ruby.... says:
how long has it been? Keep telling urself that.. u might just start to believe it!

Ren says:
about 2 weeks

Ruby.... says:
Hahaha..cannot make it! u constantly need to remind urself u have 2 months. it won't happen..
i've been here 3 weeks..and its tuff! exp when my B/f is HOTNESS personified!

Ren says:
Sadness….go out and get some

Ruby. says:
i dun wanna go like an animal searching for meat..

Ren says:
let the prey come to you..

Ruby.... says:
butttttt......i cannot! i cannnottt!

Ren says:
go to germany honey

Ruby.... says:
okok.. but i have to get LAID at least once before i leave Dubai, that's the right thing to do right? every country i go, i screw someone of that nationality, i swear!

Ren says:
really

Ruby says:
that's why i dun buy souveniers, it’s all in my head and black book!

Ren says:
you should go to africa then

Ruby says:
waaahhhhhhhh... cannot..go there.. cannot come back! tear sial!

Ren says:
tear and potrude through the mouth
go to india…kena rape man! every hole khalassss!!!
go to germany honey! NOW!

Ruby.... says:
i cannot show i am desperate..

Ren says:
that's true

Ruby.... says:
i'm so cold in the garden.. my tits are hurting! stand too long! my boobs are like that but not so together and bouncy!

Ren says:
nipples warmed up? nipple confidence?

Ruby says:
i dun think i have it! my boobs really look disasterous on camera

Ren says:
boom!boom boom! as they spill out too much ah.. give me some man

Ruby.... says:
u got boobs what!

Ren says:
i don't mind them being a little bigger but running will be a problem huh..it's already painful when i run.. for you it must be hell

Ruby says:
yeaaahhh….tell me about it...but i love my tits side view...in mood lighting..

Ren says:
so you flash standing sideways, face facing camera.,macam demi moore

Ruby says:
he wanted it knit! straight up!

Ren says:
so was it a flash or prolonged display?

Ruby.... says:
i did a flash, an accidental flash and 10 sec display..

Ren says:
accidental?

Ruby.... says:
i stood up...then...one boob peeked out of the frame! hahaha

Ren says:
good one, he must be drooling

Ruby.... says:
yeaaahhh.... he couldn't stop looking! but most men i'm with, love my boobs...

Ren says:
huh?

Ruby.... says:
which part u didn't get?

Ren says:
most men i've been with…

Ruby.... says:
been with = fucked = screwed ! need anymore clarifications?

Ren says:
i need a drink

Ruby says:
actually me too..but later drink... get randy! Plus no one to get randy with!
Hahhaa! wwwwaaahhhlau...i cannot stop thinking..about u know what! tufffffff sial! they should have support groups for this kinda things!

Ren says:
my club

Ruby says:
yeah... ur club is a constant reminder why we all need to have sex!
Play "Guitar Smash"

Ren says:
WAH!!!! SO FRUSTRATED AH!!!